during these times i can really be a potential b!atch.

during these times of the month i get cranky for no reason at all.
i'm so frigging hungry,exhausted,pissy,annoyed,clueless,anxious,depressed,disappointed,yada yada yada.
and practically there's no one to blame.
so i SEARCH for excitement.
my way of excitement.
which includes,CPDA.
for u people who doesn't have any idea of what CPDA means,u're better off not knowing.
seriously.


oh and did i tell you that tomorrow,thursday,dated 28th of february there will be a trip to malim nawar,perak that for how many times i wont have a chance to go.
with the same reason,'u have more time to enjoy urself.'
so what am i suposed to do now?
okay,i know THOSE things that i was supposed to do.
but please.i need a friend-fix,which includes going somewhere far (not very far) from home and a helpful dose of fun time from people i don't get to see everyday.
can't u see my point???
yeah,i really hope u do.

so then again again,maybe i will.
does this phrase ring a bell?
oh yea,if u read my bulletins on fs then u get the picture.or from any other sources that you may find the same,it's just plain coincidence.we credited each other.yeah right.
there's this certain wanna be that really got me.
okay.so it's not usual for me for bugging into other ppl's business (yea i think so)
but seriously,this certain someone really got me.
i mean,COME ON!GET A LIFE!BE YOURSELF!!!!!
i don't know how far your words are true,but please,JANGAN BAJET BOLEH X???
tidak perlu meniru gaya hidup orang lain mungkin?
maybe the other party is not that good either,but atleast she is what she is?
TOLONGLAH.JANGAN BUAT AKU EMO THAN WHAT I ALREADY AM.
yeah.maybe u guys will think this is not my business at all.
but if u dont state yourself over the limit,ok i dont really get what i'm saying but u get the point,
maybe i wont care.maybe.maybe i wont even know your existence.
but that is your point right?letting EVERYONE know about your existence.
whateverlaaa.suka hati kaula.
dh la nak bajet sweet.chis.ulat2 aku pn xmo keluar dgn sweet kau yg sgtla poyo itu.
so what i'm trying to say is,diam.boleh?diam.
or if u don't want to 'diam',better improve so i dont feel like using red pen whenever i come across your,ANYTHING.
bukanlah nak kata aku bagus sangat ke apa tapi aku set mana?dan,dan kau pula?
serious wey,aku kesian dgn sesape yg ajar kau...em...the subjectlah.

alamak.mungkin jahat sgt.tapi blog aku.so be with it.
sudah sudahlah.
well,however,i DO hope you read this.
and i DO hope u understand.
but i know u will.i hope so.WE hope so.

p/s:i didn't mean to criticize.i know u're trying.as what people always say,'atleast u've tried'
(maaflah,aku x philosophical,x reti nk quote falsafah orang sgt).tapi cara kau mencuba tuh buat aku pecah perut.maaf.