and your voice was all i heard.

yes people,i've watched transformers! :D

and personally i find it really cool.i mean,i think my eyes didnt even blink for a second (well,cm tipula kan x blink),and for the fact i was in the third row,debaran mmg dapat dirasakanla.hehs.

well practically i was pretty much amazed throughout the whole movie (i was gaping,seriously),i only realized the flaws when my sister pointed it out,which was during lunch,an hour after the movie.haha.but then it's probably whatever.i enjoyed it anyway.the effects were superb!but yeah i do think those sam+mikaela moments are absolutely unnecessary.this does not come from utter jealousy,mind you.the movie is better off without those iloveyoubutidontwannaadmittellmefirstthenilltellyou shit.oh well.i guess it is envy :p

i'll give it a rating of 4/5.why minus 1?the reason is mostly because megan fox is shia's beau.haha.

anyways,the coolest guy in the movie is of course,optimus prime.i'd ditch suju anyday for optimus (suju?mne dtg suju pulak nehhh.adoyaiiiii)


. . .

or perhaps.maybe not.haha =="

shattered dreams.

frustrated.

trying to re-install sonicstage but turns out to be hopeless.sengal kot benda ni.tataw ape masalah.ckp nt logged in as administrator while i am.waaa...nk transfer lagu...sesungguhnya my mp3 bersawang2 sudah.uhu T___T

gonna watch transformers tomorrow :D highly anticipated.can't wait to see shia :D:D movie starts at 11.30 am,and yes here i am still awake at 2 in the morning.nasiblaa esok.i won't get sleepy if there's shia (yo yo je).hee.

and truth be told.some people just take things for granted,never learn to realise that you'll never be thankful of what you got till its gone.so now i'm bidding farewell,for real.we had enough of your antics.go on with your life.hopefully i wont get involved in it again.and i wont regret it.it's your loss,not mine.



. . .

sighs.whatever.nak berdrama2 (?) pulak pagi2 bute ni.hm.nk transfer lagu! ;((((

been here all along so why can't you see?

corny,i know.

but lucas till is so effing damn hottttt

gahhhhhhh O.O





and this song is dedicated to...?eh..probably no one you should know :)

i guess i'm just a fool with my eyes only for you

am all cair and ooey gooey...
damn

so beat it.

the most shocking news for today,obviously,is MJ's death.

but really what struck me the most is that,last night you're not alone was on air and i was singing my heart out,dok bsg2 dgn sher n alyaa psl it is my most fav mj's (and not to mention that teka-teki,which somehow made me feel guilty about making it up right now.hm).not to mention that madam nora talked about man in the mirror in yesterday's listening speaking class.

so i was clueless about the news until i heard the salespeople in nose bising2 psl the death.no wonder la kn time kt dlm cab td kt radio dok psg lg2 mj memanjang.i was like okay xla fikir sgt until i received a msg from a makcik yg sgtla x reti nk diam

acee,smlm hang dok melalak2 lg mj..pg td dea da mnggl..scary..

bongok pnye alyaa.i dont need remindings.dhla tajuk lagu pn you're not alone.urgh.


and so i was thinking how funny suddenly some moments in your life can be interrelated with a tragic loss of some superstar.eh.i dont think i get my words out right.but you get the picture.



al-fatihah towards him.may you rest in peace.

tercipta untukku :)

i totally love this version.

xde org ke nk dedicate lagu nh kt aku ke?hm.

oh well.pasha is love :D

sir pahsha pn comel gak except that dea target ktorg C je for calculus.bukanny nk yakin ktorg dpt A pn.hampeh.

ok tetbe psl sir pahsha.hee.


. . .


:*D

all i wanna do is find a way back into love

love the piano
love kyu
love hae

. . .


well,especially hae :D

i miss you,i miss you,more than the stars in the night.

the feeling that i hate most.

looking back,and looking at myself now,seeing not that much difference,but realising that i'm totally different from what i used to be.

yes i do have personality issues.trying to be myself,but actually living my life on other people's expectations,trying to prove that i'm not what they think,but in the end the me myself is relying on other's expectations.

fuck i have no idea what am i rambling on anyways.

the point is,the urge to run away to a place that no one knows me is too overwhelming.in need to be invisible.but also in need of someone to actually see me.

seeing so many people.seeing none noticing me.

caring about too many people.caring not to care that so few really cares.

ignoring so that i wont get hurt again.ignoring the fact that i'm hurting just to save my own ass.and how it hurts when it backfires.



. . .




yeah and its just me being all emo again.just need some reality check.huargh.

aitakute,aitakute.from new favvie,mei-chan :)

i'm just a singer,you're the world.

another tag from myla~



RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
-old yellow bricks

YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
-steps to stop

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-driftwood

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-hero

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
-hanging by a moment

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
-is it you

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-suddenly i see

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
-brianstorm

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
-why georgia

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
-fernando pando

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-beautiful lie

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
-memory

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
-neorago :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-i know i know i know

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
-love is colder than death

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-terima kasih cinta

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
-a love song for no one

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
-stars

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
-sour cherry

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
-mirror

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-special

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-bella luna


sonicstage ;(

marry u,marry me,marry who?but anyways,i do ;)

tag from myla~

1. How old are you?
-19

2. Are you single?
-yup

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
-eh?not sure

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
-jodoh di tgn tuhan :p

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
-anyone suju.or kimbum.HAHAHA! :p

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your bestman?
-x fikir lg.huahua

7. Do you want a garden/ beach or traditional wedding?
-garden :)

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
-all around the world (gle x bajet.haha)

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
-ramai kot

10. Will that include your exes?
-insyaAllah :p

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
-satu sudah.aku sorg je mn.ngaha! :p

12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
-somewhere in between

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
-marry u.that is if i marry anyone suju.hahahaha :p

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
-gne tgn sudah.haha

15. Champagne of red wine?
-air mineral :p

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
-days after?

17. Money or household items?
-a ferrari. :p

18. How many kids would you like to have?
-xnk bnyk

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
-uh..um..haha.

20. I want to know their wedding plan
-you ;)


p/s: sryla,jwpn bnyk mengarut2.just so you know,marriage is like wayyyyy in the bottom of my daydreaming list.hehs.

love love love

tag from intan~


Do you like to talk a lot?
-well it depends.

Do you hate being scolded in public?
-kinda

Do you feel like having a bf right now?
-nahh

Do you prefer calling? or sms?
-depends

Do you want to cry now?
-no

What are you doing now?
-this

What are you thinking of now?
-uhh...

What are you listening to now?
-me typing

Who was the last person who sent you a message?
-pok

Last time someone made you happy?
-few minutes ago.haha

Guitar or drum?
-guitar

Do you love the people who make you happy?
-of coursela wey

Do you believe in those people?
-well i do have doubts

What is your target this year?
-survive cfs?

Do you rather shop alone or with people?
-alone

Who do you hate now?
-no one

Who are your best friends?
-my best friends

Who are you missing now?
-whoever i'm missing

What can you say about your ex-bf/ex-gf?
-what do u want me to say?

If you are single, are you enjoying it?
-hell yeah

Do you think your ex really loved you?
-i'm so sorry but i love but hey,its all lies :p

The most important thing in a relationship?
-pass.

Name an opposite sex you like to see everyday?
-anyone suju.HAHA! :p

You're in love with that person?
-musti :D

Is it easy to make you cry?
-oh well.depends.

I bet you're thinking about someone right now?
-no?

What are you doing tomorrow night?
-tdo

Are you taller than your mom?
-nope

What are you planning on doing after this?
-tags again

Lose a best friend lately?
-not sure

How many months until your birthday?
-8

Do you like Beyonce's new song If I Were a Boy?
-uh.dh lama kot lg tuh

Who was your last missed call from?
-abah

Why didnt you answer?
-fon dlm bilik

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
-yestrdays breakfast