doushite.

oh its vday.

and like always,i'm not celebrating it,not because i've no one to celebrate it with,but valentines is the 'hari kejatuhan islam' (seriously,i think uia has really gotten into me).hm.

however,vday had always been an exciting day for me.since there's 7 days to go for,uhm.heee.

but then this year seems different.usually i'd go telling anyone that i could find that the 21st is 7 days to go,being uber irritating,practically bugging ppl to give me presents yada yada.

i'm starting to feel that my birthday is just practically another day that i'll turn another year older,with nothing much to expect,just realising that i'm already old enough to think for myself and trying not run from any responsibilities but to handle them..wisely?

i guess there's the part where i'm evolving into the species called adults.no fun.

but i still can have some while am it,right? :D

so yesterday i went to cineleisure to watch the curious case of benjamin button with a bunch of friends (named zatie,jiha,aini n enab).so far one of the most saddest movies i've ever seen.if i sat beside zatie instead of jiha i think we'll be crying buckets (jiha doesn't seem as innocent as she looks;enab n aini were 'distracted' by some 'other' things.poor them).a must watch movie,definitely.if you're into these drama kind of genre.but in the end all of us concluded that we all wanted to be Daisy.brad pitt 'tua' hottt siottttt.haihshhh.

oh yea before that we went to the karoke.and after.until 8.30.maybe?lost track of time.ada org tgh frust.huahua.then went back to uia around 9 or 10..nasib baek pak guard ok.curfew is at 7 on fridays and sundays unless you're by parents or transportation sendiri.miracle la kan sebenarnya pak guard tu bagi cab hantar sampai dalam.hee.

guess uia hasn't really gotten into me after all :*D

finals is next week.23rd.another dilemma.nak balik mcm takut leka.x nak balik takut dgn...erm.x nak mention.

...

riiiight.need to study acee =_="

you :)

uberrrrr comelllllllllll....!!!
o(">_<")o

since KJH,i think sudah lama saya tidak berminat kepada lelaki2 bermata sepet
and another kim pulak tuh
huahuahuahua :))))))))

sorry mun
tula sape suro aku tgk ehb bnyk2 lg
heee :p

fluorescent adolescent.

highlights for this week :

-end of midsem exams! :D
-end of festiven! xD
-cny holsss! %D
-oh and yes,sunway baby! BD

can't wait!
miss having fun badly x[

oh n the white flag?i think i've decided to chuck it in the trashcan.
its a win-win situation
i guess i dont need it anymore :)))

i'm in love,and always will be.

i dont know where to start.

maybe i'll start off by wishing happy new year (both maal hijrah 1430 n 2009).its a tad bit late,but hey,this is my first post of the year.

hm.so life had been great.

really great,frankly speaking.i was actually enjoying being in my own skin rather than to act like a stranger to myself these days.able to find myself again.able to actually stand on my own principles again.able to believe that yes,someday i will find love,and to believe that,good things do happen to those who wait.

until four simple words were spoken.so simple,yet they burn right down to the core.

and now i'm back being lost,restless,confused,oh-so-fuckingly stupid and surprisingly...sad?
or maybe devastated is the right adjective.maybe.

obviously it was my own fault.gatal sangat nk involve balik kan.gatal sangat nk act mcm i'm some kind of an avid fan.gatal sangat to believe that,that maybe,there is still ray of hope for me.
and being so effin degil,i'm believing that there still is.

i know everything is so obvious.n everything has been planned.n everything whatsoever has nothing to do with me.

and i know myself that i've been holding the white flag right from the beginning.its just that i'm too rotten up inside to admit defeat.

i'm losing in my own game.screw me.

picture of the month

the bride n the groom,beserta pengapits(yg juga merupakn adik masing2)

because i took the picture? :D


congrats sis n bro-in-law!
semoga bahagia hingga ke anak cucu.heee :D

dangg twilight..!

x sabar gle wehhh...! xc

almost believing this is not pretend

robert : ..and now you're beside me and look how far we've come
..so far we are so close

i want my prince edward..
tp robert pn boleh.
*sighs*