geojinmal?

funny.

i felt that a moment ago i have so much to say.

but at this moment i feel like i don't think any words can describe how i feel.

i just want to state this question :

i've always call you a good friend.but do you ever considered me yours?

if you do,how could you say that we are never true friends of yours?how could you say I was never a true friend of yours.or all this while i was making my own assumptions?

if you don't,then i have nothing more to say.

memories will be left as memories.that's all i can say.sorry if we're wrong.sorry if we're not what you expected.sorry for not being good enough for you.sorry for being only funny to you.

and sorry if you have to read this.for the one and only you,and for the ones who have no relations whatsoever to this matter.i realized that this is so emo you should sue.

i promise this will be the last post i'll ever mention this.i promise i'll get back to suju (or anything for this matter) after this.

bye.

wahai uia yang ku kagumi,sayangi dan rindui

kenapa tak nak post result aku???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bangang.
setahu aku x penah kena saman lagi la kan.
eeeee...!!
cuak gila babi babi pn tak cuak cani taw x???????
argh!
Feel U T^T

yes somehow obviously i am trying my best to watch my words
but seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
blame it on kesurupan bongok
dhla andhika pratama mati
*merobek2 segala apa yg ada di kepala*
~x@

almost believing this is not pretend

robert : ..and now you're beside me and look how far we've come
..so far we are so close

i want my prince edward..
tp robert pn boleh.
*sighs*

lapar,which obviously doesn't make any sense.at all.

kurindu disayangi
sepenuh hati
sedalam cintaku
setulus hatiku

kuingin memiliki
kekasih hati
tanpa air mata
tanpa kesalahan

bukan cinta
yang melukai diriku
dan meninggalkan hidupku lagi

tolonglah aku
dari kehampaan ini
selamatkan cintaku
dari hancurnya hatiku
hempaskan kesendirian yang tak pernah berakhir

bebaskan aku
dari keadaan ini
sempurnakan hidupku
dari rapuhnya jiwaku
adakah seseorang yang melepaskanku dari kesepian ini

Kesepian;Dygta

sekali sekala nk jiwang.hehs ;p

of kupu-kupu and quite a long post.

haih mengantuk.tp sbab dh nk dkat subuh dh,tunggu la kejap kn.mcm dh lama x subuh on time?asyik gajah je.hm

so what have i been doing since the break started?well,as usual,nothing much.eat,sleep,tv, sleep,sms-ing,help with chores,more sleep,n oh yeah,sitting in front of the comp like my life depended on it.hiperbol?lets say those two days without the internet i was bored senseless.i slept more (considering with the fact that even with the internet on i still hv my extra hours of sleeping),bergayut di wayar telefon,sleep again,n mmbantai crite kt tv.

not bad really,the tv.since internet had taken over tv's place in my heart (wtf?),i've becoming less of a couch potato.so yesterday i was browsing through the infoguide,n tetbe trnmpk,eh2,Butterfly!
dgn lantas daku mmbuat keputusan utk menontonnya.turned out to be,quite not bad.i mean its an indon movie,so mcm buat aku emo tuh kre dh cukup bgsla kn (mmbajet diri susah nk emo.hee) ?
basically i knew this story from the ost itself,yg si alyaa dok pasang ulang2 (ok i hope alyaa doesnt read this.sho aku kne balik.haha).bolehla thn lagu dea.self-titled ost by melly feat andhika pratama.evntho buteRRRfly cm x bley blah sket.and act aku mcm nk tgk lg cte tuh hari ni,judging by the fact that :

1. andhika pratama tu comel

2. too many distractions yesterday.missed out most of the important parts.

3. andhika pratama tu comel.

4.technically i did enjoy the movie.

5. bored?dan sy x dibenarkan ke midvalley hari ini.menyedihkn.

6. did i mention andhika pratama tu comel?


at last i cn take shia off my mind fr a while,but that doesnt mean bye2.no no no!!haha.apahal gle.well its better than having to remind self about that you-know-who which i really hope i can get over him by next sem.hoping.hoping.

tp seriously andhika pratama tuh comel bangat deyh!frst time dgr nama dia (sbb dia nyanyi ost.) i thought he was some long-bearded,long-haired,berkumis kind of middle-aged guy with 90s speckies.but at the end of the credits i saw hs name as farno i was like,comel!haha.therefore dont judge a book by its name.hee.
but seriously,how can you become lesbos with him around??x paham sy.xpelah.haih.

and then igtkn after that nk sambung menaip,tgk2 ada Sepi.haish.tunggu jela ye list?haha
Sepi nh lgla xyah cte btape emonya aku tgk.haih.segan nk ngaku.tp sumpah emola.ey cte psl baizura kahar sgt sedih ok?yg tony eusoff tuh lgla xyah ckp.emo2.huhu.

and that was yesterday.i realised that my recent previous posts were mostly dramatically written (yea right),so i decided to mengarut2 a bit.the thing i didn't do much lately.being home really put me in that mood.


lets go subuh! :D

you know you gotta help me out

oh yes

lusa physics,but here i am at the cc buat perangai mcmla aku level 5 abes exam hari ni.

hm

and i still dont know why i still cant get over you know who

i mean,tolongla.its not like we both ever had any sparks la apelah all those stuff la kan

and he even seems to hate me

sumpah!

so why am i still having thoughts about him like a stupid idiot mcm-dh-xde-bnda-nk-buat-n-xde-org-laen-ke-nk-melekat-dlm-otak-aku bastard.

urgh!

aku sgt membenci diri sendiri skrg ini

sgt helplesss

no.helpless is an understatement.

let me find another word in the thesaurus n inform you later.

haish.

tolongla,tolonglaaaa asiah concentrate physics!mcmla fzk kau hebat sgt!

adeih

but once in a while when i was into those fluids in motion things (well i was about to write trash but well no its no piece of trash.tlgla sedar kau nk jd engineer.konon.)muncullah out of nowhere si you know who n this kind of sinking feeling that makes me feel so,nk ke toilet?ok that sounds so wrong.hm.

i hate this.i hate myself in this mode.sumpah cheesy nk mampos.

in conclusion,today's post is just for the sake of 'melepaskan pekung di dada'.

uuu.uuu.

God i feel so helpless :(

dhla.g baca phy!

i feel it in my fingers,i feel it in my toes.

scene#1



*sniffs* 

scene#2



jamie : it's my favourite time of day,driving you.
aurelia : it's my saddest time of day,leaving you.

:)))))))))

scene#3



i love the whole the grant/mccutcheon moments n this scene.heee.cheesy nk mam.tp sukalahh.haihhh :D

bnyk lg sebenrnya.but i think i hv to post the whole movie if i want to post all of the fav.hee



actually i was,i mean,am supposed to spring clean my room.but being a bum-bum as i always do,i think i'll do it in a mo.my in a mo.heee :D