of fish n chips.

so as my life diibaratkan as a car crash survivor,the one which the car jth dlm gaung kt gua musang,falling so hard due to earth's gravity,ignoring air friction,and F=ma (ok let me stop this);i think i've had enough of those times where i keep myself in that car for quite a time and weep and swore to myself that i would not go to klntn again by car,and towards the end i'm slowly embracing that light of hope,once again letting myself feel the sun and starting to climb up the gaung one step at a time.however,if u dont layan metaphores and dont understand a single crap i wrote,let me get this straight;my life sucked,and i fucking need to get over it.

just 3 months in cfsiium,and i hve to fckng deal with these internal conflicts that no one knows,hidden beneath those wide grins and fake emtions,trying to be someone i dont even know what i will turn into.i mean,wth is wrong with me???what am i trying to do???who am i trying to impress???

the answers?hanya Allah shj tahu.

and here i am writing crap all over again which when ppl read n the frst thing they'll hv in mind is,wtf?so yeah.i am assuming.and frankly speaking,i'm good at it too.

therefore i have to conclude,why am i the one who is trying to please everybody,and nobody actually gives a shitting hell about me.wtf?omg i'm being emo.again.

please note that the above does not refer to my life in cfs whatsoever.it refers to my entire life.

but then yesterday's study circle did give me the courage to move on.and yes,as corny as it sounds,it did help me to be more bersmgt.so i've decided to move on.get a grip.score for finals (eventho it is C.hell i dont want to repeat physics 1).and yeah.live life to the fullest.why should i care about ppl who doesn't give a shit about me.so yeah.yeahhhhh..!!fish?

ok so i am done crapping.these are my so-called attempt to get over and done with it,via writing.maybe i shouldn't be so self-centered.i think i should care less about ppl.talking about contradictions and irony.

and please.please make me forget him :[