Sunday, November 30, 2008

lapar,which obviously doesn't make any sense.at all.

kurindu disayangi
sepenuh hati
sedalam cintaku
setulus hatiku

kuingin memiliki
kekasih hati
tanpa air mata
tanpa kesalahan


bukan cinta
yang melukai diriku
dan meninggalkan hidupku lagi

tolonglah aku
dari kehampaan ini
selamatkan cintaku
dari hancurnya hatiku
hempaskan kesendirian yang tak pernah berakhir

bebaskan aku
dari keadaan ini
sempurnakan hidupku
dari rapuhnya jiwaku
adakah seseorang yang melepaskanku dari kesepian ini


Kesepian;Dygta



sekali sekala nk jiwang.hehs ;p

Saturday, November 29, 2008

tag.

Tag rules.Remove one question and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. How often do you think of committing suicide?
-whenever i feel like it.which is rare.aku syg nyawa kot?

2. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-so so

3. How many babies you want?
-max 4.haha.

4. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-erm.

5. What is your goal for this year?
-survive cfsiium

6. Do you believe in eternity love?
-bolela thn

7. What's love means to you?
-love.

8.What feeling do you love most?
-being appreciated

9. Do you love money ?
-yes i do :p

10. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl you hate ?
-ohh u know u love me ;)))

11. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-yes i guess so

12. What does flying means to you?
-when gravity loses its part

13. What do you crave for the most currently?
-sweet things

14. Have you ever having two or more girl/boyfriend in the same time?
-nahhh

15. Are you proud of your love??
-i dont get this.

16. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
-ternyata :))

17. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
-Allah knows

18. What is your boyfriend/girlfriend name?
-hibari kyoya.haha! :p

19. What is your ambition?
-being a normal yet successful person

20. Choose one, married to a bitch or a gay.
-mestilah gay.i'm still straight tho.nayy bitches ;;p


&& i'll tag

jujue myla naie mizah intan alyaa

or anyone who wants to do this.
x kesah ler.huhuh.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Monday, November 17, 2008

when the truth is...?

sesungguhnya aku sangat bosan.
dan buntu.
dan penat.
dan fenin dgn fizik.

my classes today are physcs II,maths n writing class.tapi madam laili mc,yg semua org(act,yg prpn je,bros x smpi lg) kena smpi kelas duduk dulu br taw kelas cancel,eventho it was obvious there was a notice on the door stated the today's class is cancelled.tapi hanim gak yg perasan.org laen dok menonong je jln.mungkin kerana semangat belajar maths yg x dpt dibendung?hee :p

basically i was bored.so trigt la kt cc.nk bkak fs tgk2 under maintenance.ms,fb,cm malas.mcm lebih complicated?whatever.therefore i decided to blog.although i'm not sure what to write,but i do feel like writing.hm.

last friday i went to that induction course,yg aku sbnrny xnk pon pergi,lbey2 lg ada explorace??? yg mmgla kn membangkitkn semangat aku (HAHA).but idk,terdapat sedikit rasa kasihan dlm diriku ini yg mmbuatkan aku pergila jgak course tu.ssh taw nk buat aku kasihan n rajin.selalunya aku mmg rasa kasihan ttp rajin tu mmg kirim slmla.
memula nk g yg opening je.pstu mcm okla aku pegi jgakla pagi esok pny.bila group discussion 1 mcm penting je utk pegi yg 2nd pny (well,act sbb azah dgn aku je dtg,mmg sadis la kn klu aku x dtg.azah bunuh aku nnt klu aku x dtg.ke dea lg suka?heee :PPP),pegila.that moment ecah,azah n i were already fenin2 pk nk g explorace ke x.memula mmg dh x nk pegi dh.since yg team b sme mcm stok2 xkn dtg je.skali sister tu g cdgkn nk balancekn.adoyai.mmg xleh escape la kn.so aku pergila memenatkn diri g explorace tu.pstu closing kenala pegi kn,alang2 dh pegi semua.in the end,my attendance was full.

frankly speaking,aku ttw nk bangga atau kesal,sbb aku beriya ckp xnk pegi,tp last2 aku pergi SEMUA.haih.

right now badan ku masih sengal2,sbb aku rs last time aku berlari2 begitu was in form 5,spm camping thingy tuh.mmg dh berzaman la kn.and during that time there's no boys to catch up with.you get the idea.aku nh mmgla kn 'juara sprint'.yea right.

tomorrow i'll be sitting for the special ept.perasaan?tiada.gementar?mungkin sedikit.bt whatever it is,i'll try my best.do pray for me! :D

and yeah.do pray that i don't get caught in my own little game.i'm feeling like it.this is serious.i might mess up.again.like always.sighs.



i think i should go study physics or something.or take a nap.thats all for now :)))

Friday, November 14, 2008

gle xde motif.and so it is :D

6th day of 2nd sem.
comment?
gle penat ah
mahallah aisyah nh gle jauh dr sume tmpt.
nk g kelas,pergh.
english n arabic kt smawep
phy kt ly
maths kt annex
chem kt block e
ly n annex kre boleh thn ah dekat dea,tp ada notis mengade la plak xleh amek route bdak2 abc
alahaiiiiii
haish
tp ape aku kesah
wheee~~~ :p

classes so far,okla.
nk cmmnt bnyk2,nnt kot
kt cc,set comp nh cm agak annoying,so wtf,nnt2la
hm
mlm nh ade induction pebanda tah.gle malas
tp,hm,yela2,aku pegi
dgn baek hatinya aku dh register pn kn?

fine.aku akan berusaha mnjd anak buah yg mndgr kata ok?
terimalah daku seadanya
:D:D:D:D

to that certain someone,soryla
tp aku mmg enjoy gak ah mencibai
heeee~~ ;p

Thursday, November 6, 2008

clarity.peace.serenity.



i think i've fallen in love with him again.and again.and again.




sighs.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

d'you know what i mean?

1st of November 2008



1 month and 19 days towards k.yong's wedding

9 days towards 2nd semeseter

4 days until final results comes out

. . .








gle kentang ah. =_="